more musical musings

A few posts ago I confessed my love of music and its ability to sum up life at any given moment. Last night I got to experience this reality once again. Given the short week due to Thanksgiving, I stayed at school later than normal in order to get as much work done as possible. The school day itself was long and frustrating, so working late was not the most enjoyable thing I could have imagined. On the ride home, I threw on my Worship playlist like I do most days only this time something seemed different. I don't know if it was the darkness of the evening, my being tired, or a desire to find peace where I know it exists but I was listening (and singing of course) with a waiting expectancy. It was as if I knew God would speak to me as I sat alone on my drive home. I had no idea what it would be until "The Desert Song" by Hillsong was nearing its interlude (for those who don't know I am currently on a Hillsong kick, and highly recommend them). The overall truth of the song fits my classroom struggles, but this part hit the "nail on the head."

"All of my life

In every season

You are still God

I have a reason to sing

I have a reason to worship."

As I embark upon my first significant break of the year I recognize the many seasons I have experienced thus far. In general, it has been a season of struggle and hardship, intermixed with joy and encouragement. The song reminded me how well I worship during the easy times, and how poorly I sing during the struggles. It's not a problem specific to me, but most Christians. We find it easy to bring praise when things seem praiseworthy, but nearly impossible when things are unpleasant. There is a truth that we can find cling to in both situations. The very fact that God's sovereignty and lordship are never affected by the ups and downs of my life is some of the best news imaginable. It reminds us why He is God and we are not. Nothing in this life, good or bad, diminishes His status as Lord and King. This gives us a comfort and place of shelter to run to when we grow weary. As the song says, it gives us a reason to sing and worship regardless of our current situation. I am slowly learning to cherish this truth in my own life. It is a truth full of blessings when we let it sink in, especially when times are tough.